We're down to 130 days. I'm sure I will wish I had more time in the future but I am so ready for June to be here. I have loved running around with family and friends working on buying "the dress" and ordering bridesmaid dresses, tasting wedding cakes and interviewing photographers; but all in all I am still most excited about marrying the man of my dreams. The wedding will be wonderful and I will love every minute of it. I'm sure in the future I will wish that I could go back and re-live my wedding day. Yet, sitting here tonight I am craving moving my stuff into our home, buying appliances, setting a table, fixing the guest room and spending every dinner together. We've missed out on a lot of these things because of our distance and eventhough we are engaged and marrying in four months; we still only see eachother about two to three times a week. I cannot wait for the nights when I drive home from work and walk through the door of our home; wake up in the morning to fix breakfast together and talk about chores of the day. Everything is very fairytale right now and (yes) I do love it, though part of me wants the real love. The moments spent watching television and cleaning the garage, the times when we aren't dressed to impress but do our life together and that's what matters.
As far as the wedding goes, this week my mom and I spent time visiting cake bakeries and finalizing photography packages. We've decided on our cake, photographer, bridesmaid's dress, caterer, music and are now working hard on the guest list, registeries, engagement photos and save the dates. Next will be our tux rentals, tables/chairs, invitations, and decor for the day. I am personally stoked about the registeries because I L.O.V.E. to shop!